I haven't posted in a while. I'm still here. I've just been hiding in the shadows; I haven't felt like talking about my chronic illness. Exhaustion takes over. Emotions run wild. I'm allowed to forget for a while. I'm allowed to pretend I'm not sick. My mind is focused elsewhere. My energy has other dedications for now. Toleration has new meanings. I just want to forget I ever heard of Chiari for the time being. I almost forgot too much the other day and I tried to enjoy laughter but the pain came in and reminded me. So, I'll just keep pretending for a while longer; I just need to remember to hold the laughter.
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